Monday, September 17, 2012

The way we learn!

First things first!

Happy Birthday to Donna Lachaga!!! :D :D :D :D :D

Maria thanks for the email! I miss you and Melanie A TON!

I feel as though I´m in one of those transition stages. You know that feeling when you need to make a decision and  you know what you should do, but you still haven´t decided to do it because a part of you wants the other choice, but you know you´re going to need to and you can feel yourself changing. It´s that on the brink feeling. yep. that´s where i´m at.
I feel like I´m going to see and change a lot in these next 6 months. If I let the Lord work with me.
I can feel it. Okay... better analogy. When your running and you´re going, you´re going, you´re going and it´s getting hard, but then there´s this point you hit that it suddenly gets a little bit easier, but the part right betore is tough almost as though you can´t catch a good breath so you need to push a little bit harder and then all of sudden... awwwwwwhhhh.
That´s how i feel. the moment right before the awwwwhhh. 
It´s a good kind of pain. no worries :)

It´s interesting to me how some things happen that you never thought would happen. And it´s not even as if it was a big deal that it happened.. it just... happens.  And then in the end it makes sense and you think... why didn´t I see that one coming?
And it´s even more interesting how our feelings change. How I would of felt about it before is different than how I feel now. It isn´t good, it isn´t bad. It´s just happening. There´s no point to over think it.

Lesson of the week and one of the many of my mission:
Let it run its course. If we try to stop the rivers flow... we will just end up wet and probably coughing up water.

I love you all. I´m happy! :D And I´m learning. :D :D
Have a great week!

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